O.k. I re-read my most recent posts and if I didn’t know better I would say I am a gloomy gus. This is partially attributable to the fact that when I write I am more circumspect and self-examining thus I see my sin and it depresses me. I want you to know that I am not unhappy at all. In fact I am quite happy as I am finding myself walking with my savior and He is loving on me and giving me grace at every turn. I am excited to see His grace transform not just me but my whole family. There is a new level of intimacy in my home that is grace at work. I also say that there have been some trials in our lives recently and those too are grace at work. I think we some times see the good things as grace and the bad as something else. I have seen grace more vividly in the trials and pain than in the good times. O.k. now I just re-read this post and I am still depressing. I need to read my awesome wife Stacey’s blog (www.staceyfischer.com) and learn how to write better posts.